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[28 Jul 2006|10:42am] |
Whats up. Nothing very cool has happened lately. I've been up for hours with no human contact except the man who knocked on my door, stared at me blankly when i opened it, and then walked away.
The other day I saw Donnie Darko for the first time. Yeah, i know, i'm the only human in the world who hasn't seen it at least 8 times by the age of 14, but I am proud to announce that me and chris are unheathily obsessed with it and on our way to ordering the Donnie Darko book (screenplay).
Hello, 4th grade.
Small claims court, here i freakin come.
There is only one person on this earth that i actually hate. Her name is Michelle Washburn. and for some reason, hate just doesn't describe it...i really, REALLY hate her. She never even did anything to me.
Gosh, i love Donnie Darko.
but Brokeback Mountain was possibly one of the most terrible movies in the world. If i wanted to listen to some guy mumbling words that nobody except himself can understand...nevermind, it just sucked.
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed New York.
I'm scared.
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[20 Jul 2006|12:47am] |
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Ay!
Life is good. Friends are good. Boo is good.
I'm almost tempted to play world of warcraft.
I am sure that i have a tumor. On the back of my neck.
Tomorrow is St. Andrews show. If you chose not to go then you suck and nobody likes you anyway. If you tried and could not...you are still loved.
Next next weekend = warped tour/ sleepover of the century. F yes.
I hate when people are unreliable. suck it.
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[03 Jul 2006|10:03am] |
So far, summer has not brought me much but a rash and a sunburn. That was a little bit of an overstatement..its had its moments. Going up north freaking sucks. It seems the only time anything that i would actually look forward to doing presents itself to me, is exactly when i have to leave.
I want friends that resemble the relationships on Boy Meets World.
Melissa freaking Wasreck. where are you? hang out with mazzenga but not me? real cool NOT.
iloveyou:)
Me and Chris are taking salsa lessons! fuck yeah. I can't wait.
Thunderbirds are now the other day,
how excited am i for their new cd?
Last weekend boo came up north with me
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[18 Jun 2006|05:39pm] |
Life is good. And for the simple reason that when summer comes around, i get to SWIM.
I have been hanging out with friends a little more lately, which is good, except sometimes i feel like an oddball (entirely my fault for shutting everybody out, getting back into the swing of things, and then shuting them out again) but it's all good.I don't miss school one bit as i thought I would but college is sounding less and less appealing every day. Studying? pleaseee.A new guenia pig has been added to the collection of...one. T-Rex is his name and I believe Monster hates him.
I need a job and i may soon be forced to apply at Joe Dumars which i find a little pathetic because every time Renee ever gets a job i get the same one ha. I'm moving to 22 and Van Dyke at the end of this month..which is in like 10 days or something and i'm not looking forward to it at all. What will I do not living by my little Renny? No more beating up neighborhood kids.
I have not been to one Graduation Party yet. Boo.
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| it's not like i think about this constantly... |
[07 Dec 2005|10:39am] |
ey.
i'm in 4th hour with my baby lenebean <33.
I LOVE BEING ABLE TO DO WHATEVER I WANT!!!
school is so cool. everybody cheers me up
x 92847982384 by doing...nothing. I love them.
and in 6 months i'll never see them again.
fucking great.
I hope i go snowboarding this weekend.
I went to Bovenshien(sp?) yesterday and it was fun.
me and jamie got the cutest little girl but
then she coulden't talk...or walk. So i got a new
one named Quinn and i am in love with him. I miss him.
Even though he didn't talk.
Somebody remind me to get cans tonight.
I'm doing a project on Herpes. AKA not doing it.
Today i am taking home one of those babies
that crys when you're trying to sleep and shit.
I want a black one.
Shar is having problems and she is sad.
I LOVE YOU SHARLENE <33
i'm going to go do herpes now. byeee
how did we end up this way?
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[23 Nov 2005|09:17pm] |
cold hands, warm heart
we just need some time apart
and everything will be okay
oh no, not again
why does it always happen
it seems like every other day
and it really shouldn't be this hard...
you know it really shouldn't be.
Today made me miss everything about 10th grade.
jessica nesterovski I LOVE YOU.
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| r bee kayx: i had a bucket of barf in my hand |
[08 Nov 2005|12:44pm] |
i am very excited for this weekend.
i hope i can go to western.
i need renee/andrea time.
i miss being with people who i can have so much fun with
without needing to be drunk or be on something.
Not that thats a bad thing, i just miss them.
sdlhf87wtye5t,. I LOVE RENEE.
I want to go shopping. sometimes you upset me very much.
but i still love you. and i will still break into your house.
and maybe beat you up.
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| isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing... |
[04 Nov 2005|11:31pm] |
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My birthday is in 16 days. I should be older and i wish i was because im sick of seeing shocked face after shocked face even though it is not a big enough deal to be shocked about but i can pretend. I'm turning 18. See..i'm not really. Nobodys on and i have nothing to do.
Sometimes i wonder if maybe people are so desperate for an emotion that they pick a person to help them feel it,whoever is most convienent, but really it's not the person that they want. If they say theyre in love, they can be in love with the way that they wanted to feel so badly that they forced themselves to believe that they feel it for someone. and then there's me. Just...there.I could be the person and neither of us would ever know it. Make any sense? No. PHILOSOPHY..is the cause of my insanity. I spend my days trying to bend spoons with my mind and make objects appear in my backyard. and if i tried hard enough i could probably eventually knock scott over and he woulden't just stand there like nothing is happening at all until i give up and buy him a bagel.
Im nominated for most unique and i am pretty positive that breanne or jackie will win because i'm not very unique at all but its ok because Renee got most shy even though she's not shy anymore because she's opening things up..like her mouth...and some other things.. ;). Just kidding Renee.. Except not really.
I am going to Pearl's tomorrow and i like that because then i get to go to sleep with the cutest boy ever. I'm no adriana lima, but i'll do. ;) . Besides, she probably doesn't listen to country music and a girl that listens to country music is more than just a necessity. I want halloween pictures. We were so the cutest things ever.
This is getting rediculous, i'm going to bed.
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[19 Oct 2005|08:51pm] |
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I miss Mildred :( Gosh dangit, i think i have to work at the Salvation Army. If they will even hire me. Talk about the most boring job everrr. Today my mom made me do some meditation yoga tape. i fell asleep while i was trying to make my body warm from my belly button. yeah.. With all this shit going on I am realizing how retarded people really are and how much I would be tempted to kill myself If I ever acted like any of you. I’d be surprised if you talked about anything else in your conversations than who is “talking shit” about who. And every time i find friends that i actually think are normal, they turn out to be some psycho creepy ass maniacs. I want to go to Cousino. Anyways. I pretty much hate 26 and schoenner. I saw Corpse bride with chris kevin and sarah yesterday. IT WAS SO GOOD! i love it. and we watched The Matrix in philosophy, which i love even more. i wish i was THE ONE!...... Battle of the Bands this weekend. chia boy. i love chrissy.
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| Isn't this exactly where you'd like me? |
[15 Oct 2005|12:24am] |
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I never update. I love school. except this week because it was spirit
week. Tomorrow is homecoming. I don't even know what's going on. I am
going to the cider mill on Sunday with the bears. I am excited. Today
was my last day of work. I'm kind of sad. and broke. I don't know what
to write. I have pictures. I hang out with only one person, but i don't mind, i love him.
( We roll 2 deep. )
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[10 Sep 2005|05:24pm] |
Renee is my best friend.
She is spending alot of time with me.
and making me laugh even though it hurts.
Soon we are going to go on double dates.
I love you Renee.
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[07 Sep 2005|09:52pm] |
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i kind of like school. Mrs. Reinhart is my favorite teacher. hahahaha. Today i got my homecoming dress. and picked out my senior pictures. It was an annoying day. I pretty much have to go to the doctors everyday because of all the problems from my rare illness that will sooner or later, most likely sooner, kill me. Wisdom teeth out Friday = a mix of the anestetic and my rare illness = death. I hate Laguna Beach more than just about everything. Anyone who watches it..and enjoys it..i probably hate you too. Except Renee. I love you Ren. Today i tried out for a play that i probably wont be in because theres only like 6 parts and like 98739883 girls. Oh well i don't really want to rehearse every day after school anyway. Today i found a pair of shoes that i maybe want but Chris wasn't there to tell me if they were cool so i didn't get them. I love my Carpy. Too bad he's gone seeing the band of troy. but its ok because i get to see him in the morning. Today some Chaldean kids tried to kill Josh. Too bad Mark wasn't there because one time he stabbed a kid. hahahha. i love saying that. ok.
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| K Bizzle 0113: its a poem |
[22 Jul 2005|12:39am] |
If i didnt miss my babybaby,
i could easily stay in new york with my best friend for the rest of..forever.
and we would have the cleanest house and we would just be in love.
I have to go up north tomorrow.
James is leaving forever...
Karma got fat...
What the hell is going on?
K Bizzle 0113: and kellyn liked it
K Bizzle 0113: she said it was inspiring
I love christopher.
I love barbara.
I love my turtle.
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| ugh. |
[27 Jun 2005|12:20pm] |
UHHH CHRIS GOT A TRAMPOLINE. BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
Last night...me and chris and dave swam in some girls pool naked.
and it was sweet until i got sick. but my cutiecutie slept over with
me. Today i went to the doctor and im only aloud to eat crackers, jello,
bananas, and popcicles...for a week . and i have to drink a frikin liter
of pedialyte every day, which not to mention is the sickest shit ive ever
tasted.On thursday i think iget to see Kennedy and Jamie Clark and i am WHOA excited.
I like hanging out with Missymissy. and visiting her at work. ;) .
I am going to watch American Beauty.
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